a stream

I started reading Moon Witch Spider King by Marlon James the other night. I’m currently at 21% completion.

Pre-ordered copy that came in at King’s English, and ended up being signed.

Standalone post link: Reading Moon Witch Spider King

‘February Break’ Ideas and To-Dos

a longlist, unfiltered and unedited other than select hyperlinks added:

Write book reviews finally

Get my website going again

Set up new bed in bedroom

Hate everyone

Ignore the haters

Therefore, ignore myself

Keep a diary

Do laundry

Figure out something for the hellscape that is our backyard

Go outside in the early mornings and stay there rather than driving to work and sitting in my cubicle

Read some books

Play some video games

Play some records

Get some lamps

Low-key get some good work done, just the work that I want to do and never let myself do when I’m at work

Cook some food

Go in the wilderness

Go to the record store and the bookstore

Go to a museum or two, art gallery

Destroy someone’s scene - make snooty people in a gallery or hipster store deal with my kids and/or just my fat awkward self

Give some attention to my dog our dog their dog the dog named Luna that lives in our house with us

Trim beard and haircut

Heal the world, make it a better place

We are the world

/ IATA - WATA (I AM THE ASSHOLE / WE ARE THE ASSHOLES)

/ “Lord, is it I?”

/ god damn you god damn me god damn us god damn we god damn us all

Buy a car

Watch some movies

Get out my CDs and cassettes

I have wasted my life

Standalone post link: February Break Ideas and To-Dos

Below is a running list of books I’ve read in 2022, with my current reads listed at the top.

You can find a list of links to articles, essays, poems, and other shorter works I’m reading [here], and you can find all of my reading updates [here].

—–

Grow Now [73%]

by Emily Murphy

[currently reading - started on 2022.10.02]

A Week on the Concord and Merrimack Rivers [60%]

by Henry David Thoreau

[currently reading - started reading on 2022.06.01]

Poetry [July/August 2022] [35ish%]

Various Authors

[currently reading - started reading on 2022.10.09]

Poetry [October 2022]

Various Authors

[read from 2022.10.06 to 2022.10.08]

Successful Gardening in Utah

by Caleb Warnock

[read 2022.10.05]

The Words in My Hands

by Asphyxia

[read from 2022.10.01 to 2022.10.02]

Moonwalking

by Zetta Elliot and Lyn Miller-Lachmann

[read from 2022.09.09 to 2022.09.12]

Poetry [September 2022]

Various Authors

[read from 2022.09.03 to 2022.09.05]

The Hobbit

by J.R.R. Tolkien

[read with my son from 2022.06.unknown to 2022.08.29]

Nightcrawling

by Leila Mottley

[read from 2022.08.18 to 2022.08.23]

ttyl

by Lauren Myracle

[read from 2022.08.17 to 2022.08.18]

Beyond Magenta: Transgender Teens Speak Out

by Susan Kuklin

[read from 2022.08.15 to 2022.08.16]

—–

Impulse

by Ellen Hopkins

[read from 2022.08.12 to 2022.08.14]

—–

The Black Flamingo

by Dean Atta

[read from 2022.07.29 to 2022.07.31]

33⅓. 9, Unknown Pleasures

by Chris Ott

[read from 2022.07.10 to 2022.07.11]

ain’t burned all the bright

written by jason reynolds, artwork by jason griffin

[read on 2022.07.09]

Loveless

by Alice Oseman

[read from 2022.06.29 to 2022.07.09]

Heartstopper. Volume 4

written and illustrated by Alice Oseman

[read on 2022.07.07]

The Beatryce Prophecy

written by Kate DiCamillo, illustrated by Sophie Blackall

[read the first half to both of my children, the second half to only my son after they got separate rooms - read from 2022.unknown - 2022.06.04]

Melissa (formerly published as George)

by Alex Gino

[read on 2022.05.22]

Seek You: A Journey Through American Loneliness

written and illustrated by Kristen Radtke

[read from 2022.05.12 - 2022.05.14]

Heartstopper. Volume 3

written and illustrated by Alice Oseman

[read on 2022.05.unknown]

Heartstopper. Volume 2

written and illustrated by Alice Oseman

[read on 2022.04.unknown]

Last Night at the Telegraph Club

by Malinda Lo

[read on 2022.03.28]

Heartstopper. Volume 1

written and illustrated by Alice Oseman

[read on 2022.03.28]

Moon Witch, Spider King

by Marlon James

[read from 2022.02.16 - 2022.03.05]

A Snake Falls to Earth

by Darcie Little Badger

[read from 2022.02.02 - 2022.02.11]

Beyond the Mapped Stars

by Rosalyn Eves

[read from 2021.12.27 - 2022.12.29]

Me (Moth)

by Amber McBride

[read from 2021.12.unknown - 2022.12.27]

[A gallery and history of stand-alone reading updates and notes follows.]

[I’m also going to start messing around with Goodreads again because I actually know people there.]

Standalone post link: My Reading in 2022 (reading updates)

I read A Snake Falls to Earth by Darcie Little Badger 📚

Standalone post link: Reading A Snake Falls to Earth

Trying something new today - a weekly post where I round up quick notes and links to things I read, watched, played, listened to, or otherwise engaged with in the past week.

Some links or ideas might also get their own posts, if I find I have more to write or share about them. Or if I decide I feel like spreading stuff out over days and giving things their own spaces.

Reading

• I read Me (Moth) by Amber McBride, a young adult novel in verse about a teen named Moth who has lost her family in an accident. Features root magic, song lyrics, dancing and not dancing, angst, first love, a road trip, and a plot twist.

• I read Beyond the Mapped Stars by Rosalyn Eves, a young adult historical fiction novel about a Mormon girl who wants to be an astronomer, but growing up in a polygamist family in 1870s Monroe, Utah, she doesn’t see a path to follow to that future. Features a realistic and diverse portrayal of Utah and Western U.S. life in the late 1800s, a train robbery, emergency midwifery, a near altercation between Thomas Edison and Texas Jack, a ball in a luxury hotel, a solar eclipse viewed from Pike’s Peak, faith, science, and again, first love.

• I’m still working my way through Investigations of a Dog and other creatures, short fiction by Franz Kafka in new translations by Michael Hofmann. Grabbed this impulsively from a Jewish Fiction display at the Holladay Library, but it has led me to plans to really dig into Kafka and read as much as I can of his work. I haven’t read Kafka since I was a teenager but what I did read then was extremely influential on my thoughts and tastes in literature and art, and its weird that I have forgotten that. So, library displays can be important.

• I’ve been subscribing to more and more newsletters lately, and since getting on top of my email inbox I’ve been able to keep up with them. Sharing links just to the things that I most liked that I read in the past week.

  • “The Year in Vibes” and its prequel “TikTok and the Vibes Revival”, both by Kyle Chayka in The New Yorker.

  • “Love in a Time of Climate Change”, poem by Craig Santos Perez shared in the Poetry Foundation’s Poem of the Day newsletter.

  • “A Father’s Work is Never Done”, poem by Nathan Hoks also shared in the Poetry Foundation’s Poem of the Day newsletter. (My exact initial response was “WITAF did I just read?")

Listening

Been clicking around Bandcamp a lot lately and these are albums I found there this past week that I liked - none of them are particularly new except for the Deerhoof, but oh well.

Giver Taker by Anjimile

Intuition by Kendra Amalie

Devil Kids by Deerhoof

Playing

• Finished Wandersong on the Nintendo Switch this week.

• Also watched an interesting talk from the creator of the game, Greg Lobanov - “Wandersong: A Game About Feelings”

• Played A Short Hike today, again on the Nintendo Switch. Fun little game.

Watching

Didn’t really watch anything, other than occasionally getting sucked into whatever my kids were watching, shows I don’t want to enumerate here this week.

I guess there was this TikTok user I got sucked into after my friend sent me one of the “cozy nintendo” videos:

Fritz and Donnybrook (@oldtimehawkey)

(Holy shit look at all that tracking junk on the original URL I followed:

 httpx://www.tiktok.com/@oldtimehawkey?_d=secCgYIASAHKAESPgo8tRvCShfQTSFOXpWMVc2%2F  
 CGmW%2BQZyHW62eLaXG85iVDpdvrAWKLp8R4K%2F%2B%2Bf2nW3hBJSZ6T2  
 c1g46JCPwGgA%3D&checksum=daabe076b9bef9aef0b47d138cc0cc154a  
 1d2466edad06d107f2351c7d1ecfaf&language=en&preview_pb=0&sec _user_id=MS4wLjABAAAAC  
 -Nor83oLDUTwTcpnj8QNBCO03Tvyzt89oSOMKbri-   
 aJUkR0d8qfphh3zWf923A5&share_app_id=1233&share_item_id=7008 004354242301189&share_link_id=20C2FD9B-4755-45B1-96A8-   
 FF181077CAF9&source=h5_m&timestamp=1640668684&tt_from=copy&   
 u_code=daabba7b8fm9ce&user_id=6781623360004031493  
 &utm_campaign=client_share&utm_medium=ios&utm_source=copy&_r=1

)

Clicking

Wado Sanzo’s Dictionary of Color Combinations, web edition: https://sanzo-wada.dmbk.io

Standalone post link: Links from Last Week (Dec 26, 2021 - Jan 2, 2022)

this winter break

I was going to
write a bunch
revamp my website
establish good
reading
writing
learning
sharing
habits
for the coming year

but I didn’t really do those things

and though I didn’t
do them I can’t seem to
let the idea of
still doing
those
things
just
go
away

so it may still happen
just not necessarily
in concert with
an arbitrary
Gregorian year change
or an extended time
off work

so what did I do?

passed Wandersong

read some YA fiction

and read some Franz Kafka, which feels a little bit like YA fiction to me but only because the last time I read Kafka was when I was myself in the “teen/young adult” demographic

took the kids sledding

made masaman curry

made french toast

made sweet pork barbacoa for in-laws’ Christmas taco party (recipe pending here in these URLs because I’ve made it too much my own to link to where I started from)

engaged in various obligatory Christmas preparations and celebrations

shoveled actual snow (I don’t remember if that ever even had to happen even once last winter)

read from an ever increasing number of newsletters (reading links forthcoming)

doomscrolled
(even though I’ve deleted my Facebook account and logged out of my personal Instagram and Twitter accounts on my phone I still somehow managed this – my persistent traps / points of weakness are the Apple News app and the notifications I still get for work social media accounts)

and then there’s bandcamp exploration, which I don’t quite consider doom scrolling, though at times there I do scroll through actual doom

So I guess I actually did
do a few things that might be
worth sharing and linking
or potentially expounding upon

but I’ve limited
myself to this
platform
with no audience
and haven’t
sorted that
out yet

instead of waiting

or deleting

or further retreating

or plotting out
some clear future
for this website
and my writing
and my social
media participation

I will just try
by improvising
as I go
with whatever form
feels right
or useful
or interesting
in the moment

Saturday, January 1, 2022
Millcreek, Utah

Standalone post link: this winter break

I really did that.

Somehow it became super important for me to clear out over 20 months' worth of emails from my personal email account this weekend. I did it, though, by letting myself let go of some things (like all the poem-a-days that I had never read.) Weird trip back through the history of the pandemic as portrayed mainly through brand and organizational emails.

Standalone post link: Daily Picture- Nothing Inbox

Just a December Sunday desk scene.

Standalone post link: Daily Picture- December Sunday Desk

Used my favorite spatula to make eggs with onions and peppers for me, and plain for a breakfast burrito for my son.

This spatula, in addition to being a great spatula, always makes me think about Malla, Chewbacca’s wife, cooking the Life Day meal in the Star Wars Holiday Special. I’ll admit, it’s something that’s far more fun to just think about for a minute than it is to actually watch, but I feel everyone should watch it at least once.

And I just learned from the Wookieepedia that her full name is Mallatobuck.

Standalone post link: Daily Picture- Cooking with Malla

The things you don’t say accumulate.

The things you don’t buy don’t accumulate.

Standalone post link: Accumulation